The separation between mind and body, thought and action. From where it all originates, how does it come to existence? How do i take actions - real, actual action? from death actions arise. from the unconscious. I don't give birth to real words i speak. they arise from nowhere. and thoughts... my thoughts and desires when I am alone... they constitute my mind. and these two just never meet - body and mind.
What is greater than life in my life? "my today refutes my yesterday." All these are temporary feelings. I am sick of them. very momentary. there is no such thing as single, integrated self. It's all just feelings, emotions, thoughts running around. You are not in control. To let go. eh, but it's also a momentary feeling. Nothing is fucking trustworthy anymore. Feelings, and nothing else.
What is greater than life in my life? "my today refutes my yesterday." All these are temporary feelings. I am sick of them. very momentary. there is no such thing as single, integrated self. It's all just feelings, emotions, thoughts running around. You are not in control. To let go. eh, but it's also a momentary feeling. Nothing is fucking trustworthy anymore. Feelings, and nothing else.
